Just Wasted

This can be regarded as a memoir, with some falsifications and some truths. It appeared because I lamented my wasted life, with many troubles and many beautiful memories. Sometimes my eyes get wet unconsciously when I think about it, and sometimes I laugh silly. I never had any expectations for it. I wanted to record my memories so that I would not get lost in my long life. This is not my main update, so it will be very slow!