The Weird Thing in My Shadow Makes More Sense Than This World

My name is Jingxing, I don't know where I came from, I don't know where I am going, I have been wandering in this world for decades. I have seen people selling two-legged sheep, and I have seen people eating and drinking before the plague came. I thought this was the end of the world no matter how crazy it was. ——Until someone reads to me the days to come: What does it mean that I acted chivalrously and acted righteously, but I got arrested instead? What does it mean that after I was arrested, a company forced me to sign a contract, and if I didn't sign, they would "recycle" me? Why do I pick up a broken stone, casually name it, and someone comes to kill me, and then says that the stone is related to my family? How can I put a light bulb on my head and make the person who just wanted to kill me worship me? I said: fart. Later I experienced it all. I just realized that this world is crazy. In comparison, the fact that I will turn into a monster in the dark is much more reasonable. But I am not intimidated by the craziness of the world. I want to change the world, even just a little bit. They said I was crazy and laughed at what I was doing to no avail. I said yes, then I will compete with this world to see who is crazier. Here's to tomorrow. I am still not changed by the world.