A Million Ways for Me to Die in the Martial Arts World

Generally speaking, there is only one way to die in a person's life. But I have a million. My name is Gu Jiexi. I traveled to a martial arts world. I worked as a storyteller here, saved some money, and bought a mansion. Unexpectedly, a female hero suddenly broke in and stabbed the lewd thief to death, triggering a vendetta. I died in this fight. But I came back to life. I returned to the moment on the eve of the vendetta. Then I died again. Then I lived again. I die differently every time. Every death seemed to be imprinted on my body, allowing me to escape the previous attacks that led to my death, but it also caused phantom pain everywhere in my body. I'm going crazy! I want to end this. I finally succeeded in counterattacking! I don't want to enter the world, but the world is chasing me. I don't want to die, but death is always with me. I'm tired, I just want to live a normal life. I don't want to be a martial arts leader. I also don't want to ascend the throne and proclaim myself emperor. I'm tired of this damn world. I just want to live peacefully. Like a tree, I want to stop and rest, but the wind won't let me... Therefore, I want to clarify the world and redefine the world! You know, this world shouldn't be like this!