My Brilliance

Changes in my family when I was a child made me have a strong character on the outside but soft on the inside. I grew up in the friction of life. I have low self-esteem and sensitivity, and I am careful in the world. No one can enter my heart. Everyone I talk to calls me a playboy, but my friends call me a straight man. I searched for my yearning, I fabricated my life, my life was a failure, my life was glorious.