Don't Be Homesick

I'm stuck this chaos There's a bright future Village after village, village after village, village after village Can't straighten out own questions Came from the hospital bed my weak breathing No great ability Can't stand failure Always kill people Not a setback but an expectation Stop me from going crazy It didn't make me too happy Oh, I'm suddenly enlightened It turns out it's pride that's causing trouble Missed a beat I can only make myself dizzy every day Even when bad things happen to you, you still don't wake up But the "dark cloud" hanging over my head Follow me closely and I can't escape from her grasp my sadness Thousands of clues lingering Close your eyes and it rains I fell asleep and wet the pillow towel The dream dragged me to a good place Staggering to Mochou Homeland Smoke spreads over the green bricks and black tiles Footprints are accompanied by a glimmer of light "This hurts No pain or itching" she talks "You're lying" They're all pretending to be strong There are tears in your eyes I complain about my sorrow, don't worry about homesickness Blow your sighs into frost on the ground Mingming is about to collapse But you still have to pretend to be indifferent Wave drums jingle against the wall Put a piece of candy on the palm of my hand "Don't panic, baby. Grandma is by your side" Cry loudly There's no one here will laugh at you life events nothing more than life and death Nothing else matters Reality is too terrible Makes me want to escape all the time But Wake up in the blink of an eye by the alarm clock When you are tired, go out for a walk. Don't worry, you have enough money in your pocket I lied to her that she was a state-owned enterprise I am actually a cow and a horse 9am to 8pm five days annual leave Yaoer, what are you missing over there? Give me a call if anything happens Yaoer, when are you going home? The pomegranate planted by grandma has bloomed