My Nineteenth-Year-Old Gift Is Forgetfulness

At the age of nineteen, I received an "expulsion order" from the world. My parents, best friends, roommates, and even the person next to me all have no trace of me in their memories. I naively thought that in the end, I would always be an ordinary person with healthy parents and a beautiful woman by my side. But I watched her blood turn cold, but I couldn't exchange the look back from my parents. He carries the ancient decrees of the five dynasties and carries three feet in his hand to show his integrity. To the world, I am the spark of civilization; To me, the world is the damn grave. Since God wants me to carry civilization on my back, then I will drag God with me and give me my life - to be buried with him!