I Finally Let Myself Go

This is a true non-fiction autobiography spanning thirty years, recording the mental journey of an epileptic patient who broke free from the shackles of illness, put aside half-life obsessions, and finally reconciled with the past and completed self-salvation. This book does not deliberately exaggerate counterattacks and wealth, but directly cuts through the scars behind the glamor: the trauma of childhood isolation, several desperate entrepreneurial situations, and a mental breakdown in middle age. This is a complete record of my entire process of resisting suffering, finally letting go of the desire to win and accepting the ordinary. Dedicated to all those who are moving forward with illness, burdened with shortcomings, and struggling internally for a long time: the best salvation in life is never to win the world, but to embrace the scarred self tenderly.