After Being Removed from the List, I Became a Border Evil God

I pray that on that day, I will be trampled under everyone's feet and called useless. On the day when the alien beasts broke into the city, I was covered in blood, but I was surrounded by the security team and charged with "making a pact with evil spirits." They said that I was a heretic not recognized by God, and I was sentenced to death and sent to a northern cleanup camp. But they don't know—— It was not the evil god who chose me, but the war itself. Blood rage, chess game, withering glory, extreme will... The four-pole original spirit awakens in my body, and every time I swing the ax, a piece of my flesh and blood will be gouged out. Lost emotions, lost trust, covered with scars, and suffered from severe pain forever. The senior officials of the Tongji Division abandoned 300,000 civilians in the northern border, and I stood in the mountain of corpses and sea of ​​blood for seven days and nights, holding an ax in one hand. They wanted me, misunderstood me, and crushed my only thoughts. Later I understood the meaning of Lao Chen's words: "Power is neither good nor evil, it only depends on who you wield it towards." Those you dare not guard, I will guard. I will kill the beast that you dare not kill. Light returns to all living beings, darkness returns to me. I will guard the gate of this country.