From Queen to Queen: Ants Reincarnate into Another World

I was a queen ant. In the literal sense: in a dark underground nest, reproducing offspring, using pheromones to command worker ants, and never knowing what "self" is. Until I wake up in another world. They call me "the new queen ant." Sounds like evolution. In fact, the entire army ant system is telling me: put aside your ego, obey orders, and become a perfect war machine. But I can't. It's not because I'm weak, it's because I know too well what the end of sinking is. I have lived in that world without thinking, pain, and "I" for half my life. It took a lot of effort for me to gain family affection, self-esteem, and even the joy of being a human being. They want me to sink, they want me to obey, they want me to become an ant again in a new world. I can't accept it. My name is Johanna von Marienburg and I was once an ant. Now, I want to protect this hard-won humanity in this different world where strange forces and chaotic gods are rampant.