The Lamp That Dare Not Light Up

This is a realistic short story based on real online love experiences. It is set in the early days of QQ online chat. It starts with the protagonist accidentally borrowing a nickname to play Landlord, and unexpectedly meeting a sad female netizen who "crys when she says it hurts her heart." With delicate psychological observation, she reveals the girl's lovelorn feelings hidden in the album title, improvises four hidden poems, and unexpectedly brings out a love past full of regrets. The core of the story revolves around Xiao Jin, a young man from Guangdong who goes by the online name "The Lamp That Dare Not Light", and tells a complete story of his two consecutive failed relationships: when he first fell in love due to the childish farce of his girlfriend testing his true love, he lost contact with his beloved due to anger, and when they reunited, he was already married. Desperate, Xiao Jin could only register a new account and wait and see silently. He accidentally saw a mysterious poem written for a girl, and took the initiative to find it and tell the narrator all his grievances and regrets. The full text is based on the details of online social interaction, depicting the common regrets of ordinary people in their youth who ruin their true fate due to poor communication, impulsiveness, stubbornness, and poor thinking. Through a chance online chat, it reveals the hidden meanings of online names and spaces. The lonely thoughts and emotional obsessions under the dynamic and short words express the emotional normality of "deep love but not knowing how to cherish, being tempted but always creating misunderstandings", and a warm closing message to all those who sincerely give, don't let recklessness turn into a long-lasting regret for the rest of the life.