The One Who Gets Excited First Is Destined to Lose

One day during my freshman year, I saw her name on the counselor's leave form. The reason for the leave was written in six words: I need to return to Sichuan due to the death of my mother. From that day on, my life was completely changed by her. Four years. More than 800 days of chat records. Later someone asked me: Do you regret it? I said - I don't even have the right to regret it. She never asked me to do anything. It took me four years to understand that what she said to me was not "Okay, thank you." What she said was "the money has been paid in full". Everything is my own choice. This is a person who spent four years polishing himself into a tool, and then discovered that a tool will always be a tool. The person standing next to her doesn't need to be a tool.