The Three Kingdoms, a Poisonous Plan for the World

Traveling through the Three Kingdoms, have I become a poisonous person? Cheng Jingyuan, whose outlook on life was distorted, came to his grandmother's house and just wanted to save his life in the troubled times of the Three Kingdoms. I will be the first to escape during a massacre, and the first to run away during a battle... Offer suggestions? Don't ask, asking would be harmful to Tianhe. Stop chasing me, I'm really just a weak boy. However, Cao Cao blocked his retreat with one sentence, "If you don't surrender, sir, you can't leave it to others." I'll do it, can't I do it?