Trying to Hide the Feeling of Frustration

When the deep world begins to contact you, do you decide to confront it head-on or choose to escape? From curiosity to surprise, will you still keep your heart? From surprise to fear, can you still face your true self? From fear to surprise, can you resist the temptation? How long did it take you to go from surprise to enlightenment? I have no idea. I only know that following one's heart is sometimes wrong. Everything starts from curiosity. I think it would be great if I could always be in awe and let nature take its course.