Reborn, Being Gently Sidelined by the Deserted Scholar

Thirty-year-old Su Wanxing died alone in pain and regret. In her life, she was meek and flattering, humbled for love, gave in to her friends, spent her youth helping others, and finally ended up in a lonely family, betrayed by all her relatives, and alone. She didn't know until her death that Lu Shiyan, the cold and distant academic god who was out of reach when she was young, had been silently in love with her for more than ten years. No one knew his obsession, no one understood his loneliness. He protected her with all his tenderness for half his life and never married. The moment he closed his eyes, Su Wanxing was left with endless regret. If there is an afterlife, she will never please anyone again. She only wants to be filial to her parents, move forward with her future, and live up to her time. She must also respond well to the young man who silently loves her. Once she was reborn, she returned to the age when summer was not over and everything could be reborn. Get rid of your humbleness, become gentle and strong-willed, and be kind and sharp. She stayed away from hypocritical best friends, cut off her selfish first love, devoted herself to studying and counterattacked, and steadily headed towards her own dazzling life. Everyone knows that Lu Shiyan is cold, ascetic, indifferent and distant. He is a high-ranking and unkind flower of the mountains. But no one knew that after rebirth, all the gentleness, preference and exceptions of this god of learning were attributed to Su Wanxing. In the past, he had a crush on Wusheng and protected her secret. In this life, he is blatant, rushing step by step, and gentle. [Gentle Healing Little Sun × Affectionate Paranoia and Cool God of Science] [Rebirth and two-way redemption + full sweet love + light and refreshing abuse + youthful perfection] In this life, the evening breeze is gentle, and year after year, I only prefer you.