Cross over on His Own in the Remaining Years of His Life

This article is a double online article about campus self-healing that is rooted in Chengdu. The story is set on the Jinjiang Riverside and in the rural areas of Pixian County. The narrative is based on the camphor incense resident in Chengdu in the summer, the gray tiles in the old city, the street fireworks in the city, and the cultural background of the towns in western Sichuan. The heroine Lin Wanxing and the male protagonist Shen Xu were both love-minded teenagers who were deeply emotionally involved in their previous lives. They fell in love at Mingde Middle School when they were seventeen years old. They were originally incomplete and did not understand self-love. They were bound by mutual suspicion and love. The two middle-aged people settled in the old city of Chengdu and met strangers on the bank of Jinjiang River. They both passed away with regrets and pain, and they both went back to the day when they were in the third grade of high school in 2018. After returning from rebirth with half a lifetime of regrets, the two of them tacitly understood the illusion of love, completely abandoned their obsession with love, and determined to stay away from each other, not to be tied to each other, and to restart their lives. Lin Wanxing puts aside his youthful obsessions and protects his best friend Su Miao, who has been left in Pixian County since childhood and is extremely unloved. She devotes herself to studying for the art exam and repairs her own personality shortcomings. Shen Xunian suppresses his instinctive impulses, resolves the paranoia and hostility brought by his original family, concentrates on preparing for the college entrance examination, and redeems his incomplete self. There is no vicious female competition, no bloody pursuit of love, and no deliberate revenge in the story. The motivations of all the supporting characters are three-dimensional and vivid: the sensitive alienation of best friends is only to protect friendship, and the strict control of the elders is due to the survival anxiety of the times. The young people soaked up Chengdu's warm and inclusive urban temperament, healed themselves in the fireworks of the old city, learned self-love in the company of their classmates, escaped from the catastrophe of young love, took root in the fertile soil of Chengdu and pursued their future.