Lovesick Guest in Youth

It is said that when you are young, you will meet someone you want to pursue and protect. Time flies. Now, almost 18 years have passed, and I am almost an adult. But how long does it take for the girl who should have appeared in my youth to appear in my world? When I see the people around me have my own feelings, I feel the throbbing of affection, the unwilling grievance, the stupidity of love, and the smile as bright as the sun on my face. Rong is something I am too young to empathize with, and I often want to change myself to find my own beauty, but I can't find it. It's not aimless like looking for a needle in the sea, but more like looking for the moon in a well. Even if I use all the means at my disposal, no one can bring me the beauty in the novel, nor the yearning in the video, nor the happiness of the friends around me. Later, I no longer pursued her deliberately. If I didn't meet her now, it might be that the time had not come. It's a pity that in my worthless youth, I didn't have that unattainable person. The falling flowers followed the flowing water intentionally, and the flowing water fell in love with the falling flowers. In the youth that everyone longs for, in the beautiful novels, in the high school campus life that is often called youth by others, it is my regret that I did not meet you. But in the days to come, in the college life full of possibilities, I want to get to know you, get close to you, go to you, and love you. I hope that this day will not come too long - my dear future her