The Girl Who Didn't Become a Magical Girl in the End

In that seemingly miraculous realm, boys and girls fought side by side, as if they could escape from the cramped county and hopeless future as long as they had magic. However, in another realistic timeline, the adult "I" met Xu Muqing again. What she sees in front of her is neither a gorgeous transformation nor a superpower to save the world. She is just a frustrated young man covered in bruises struggling in the mire of the bottom of society. In this cold rainy world, there are no "repairing light waves" that can heal the wounds of life.