My Divinity Is Spiraling Out of Control

The red moon is coming, and the end has come. The dead awaken under the bloody moonlight, and the world becomes a hunting ground for weirdos and ghosts. In an era when survivors are struggling to survive, Gu Yan awakens a strange ability - he can absorb the spirituality of the White Walkers to continuously evolve. While others are still struggling to survive tomorrow, he has embarked on a lonely road to becoming a god. However, the price of evolution is human nature. Every time he became stronger, he could feel something in his body awakening, expanding, and trying to replace him. That thing is cold, rational, and treats everything like grass and grass. The sorrow of the sacrifice of comrades in arms, the despair of the death of relatives... All human emotions are becoming weaker and weaker under the erosion of that force. He becomes more like an efficient, ruthless "god" than a flesh-and-blood "man." Until, he personally plotted against his brothers who were fighting side by side and forced away the woman who loved him deeply. He gained the strongest power, but also fell into the deepest abyss. At that moment, he finally started to be afraid. What he fears is not death, but becoming something more terrifying than death. He was afraid that one day he would never shed tears for anyone again. This is a story about how humans maintain their true nature in the face of power. A story of evolution, betrayal and sacrifice. When he becomes a true god, can he still remember that he was once a human?