Ark Dreams

In the profound loneliness, I thought again and again that if I could have a next life, I would like to be an ordinary and happy person, with a close partner and a lovely daughter. Every day when I open my eyes, I would be filled with ordinary, trivial but happy worries. But, in fact, I had the opportunity to choose again. On Nuoda's ark, most people were addicted to dreams and could not wake up. A few people could wake up but chose to continue to escape. I thought the Ark had chosen me, but I didn't realize that it just opened the door so that I could see when I woke up. It was me who chose the more difficult, more responsible, more lonely, and more inhuman path time and time again to fulfill my dream as a human being. I had no family, no friends, no fellow travelers, could not indulge in personal emotions, and could not be seen or understood by others. To reach this point, the highest thing is not authority, but willingness. No matter what the price is, I want to live truly, and I want more people to live truly without having to pay such a price. The Ark may be able to dock, but humans must always move forward!