Wanqing, Please Forget Me

Mu'er never really understood what he wanted, but he spent half his life chasing and longing for it. Is it the freedom to break free from constraints? Is it a spontaneous indulgence? Is it the emptying out of reconciliation with life? Or is it all a desperate move that comes with a price? At the age of twenty-nine, Mu'er was trapped at the bottom of Chengdu, mediocre and depressed. He was repeatedly crushed by reality. He couldn't see the way forward, and he was only filled with unwillingness. No one expected that a few years later, he would be standing on the top of the Twin Towers in the Financial City, overlooking the lights of Jinjiang River, holding everything that was beyond the reach of others. From ants in the mud to those overlooking the top of the city. Along the way, the childishness fades away, the edges and corners are smoothed, and humanity and reality are seen clearly. When desire, choice, and price are intertwined, he finally understands: all the ultimate freedom in the world always requires paying an equal price. This is a story about an ordinary person swimming upstream, struggling, making choices, growing up in the fireworks of Chengdu, and spending his life looking for the answer to freedom.