Light in Wall

This is a disgustingly dirty rental house. There were cigarette butts on the floor, moldy strawberry cakes, and the power-off refrigerator was crawling with insects and ants. But the bedroom is as tidy as a tomb - the quilt is folded into tofu blocks, the green plants are arranged neatly even if they are withered, and there is half a jar of strawberry candies on the desk. The new tenant found a pile of burned and torn diary pages in a cardboard box on the balcony. The owner of the diary is Zhou Weichen. From the age of four, he learned to practice smiling in front of a mirror. He said "whatever" because he didn't dare to say what he wanted, and he said "ok" because he couldn't say "no". He built a castle without windows, shut himself in it, and looked at the world through the gaps in the blocks. After practicing his smile seventeen times, his smile looked fake and real. It was so good that his friends thought it was "unreal" and so good that among all the people in his graduation photo, his smile was the only one with a fake smile. This is a diary-style psychological realism novel about the life of a patient with sunshine-type depression. In the diary - peeling back the layers of how a "good boy" turns himself into an empty shell. The sweetness of the strawberry candy, the note "Are you tired?", The torn and reluctant to burn diary... Every detail asks the same question: If a person can't even cry, does his laughter still count? He disappeared. But those remaining pages were read by another person and looked at seriously. Those who always say "whatever", those who never say "no", those who are gentle to everyone - their smiles will never be let go easily. "The Light in the Wall" - To everyone who smiles beautifully and makes people feel reassured. You existed, you suffered, I saw it all.