After Soul Piercing, the Gold Finger Value Seems to Be Filled in Backwards?

The protagonist, Lin Xuan, bears the blood feud of destroying his family, but he has to hide in the market because of his low cultivation level. Although the "Chaos Orb" in his body is a heaven-defying artifact that can swallow the spiritual energy of all things, every time it is used, it burns his lifespan. How to find a balance between "becoming stronger" and "dying young" while avoiding the pursuit of righteous hypocrites and demonic lunatics. "Others practice immortality for the sake of more longevity. How can my practice shorten my lifespan?"