At the Beginning of Eternity, I Am the Villain Behind the Scenes

I am a ray of "tribulation" destined to destroy the era, but with the memory of the earth's social animals, I was reborn into a cracked gourd. I only have a handful of soil at the beginning, but I can "refine" all things - this world will eventually be overturned by me, and death is not the end... It is my perfect body. In this life, I don't strive for hegemony or respect. I just want to secretly turn the whole world into "me" under the eyes of the gods and Buddhas in the sky.