Wandering into Northern Myanmar by Mistake, Trying to Escape and Ascend to Heaven

I don't know if I will go back again. I have thought about reuniting countless times but never in this way. The love for my homeland has never changed. I am no longer myself when I go back. Other countries are not a place to stay. I have no choice but to return to my homeland. It has become a luxury. In the midst of this flying sand and rocks, I forgot my identity. This is also the situation they want.