I Don't Want to Die Again for the 300,000,000Th Time

She is a game boss who has died 300 million times. She suddenly awakens and discovers that human despair can be eaten, and the more she eats, the more she gets stronger. But there was an old monster living in his belly that wanted to take over his body. He had to take himself apart and sew himself up every three days, which was excruciatingly painful. From being hunted by the federation to becoming the boss, she became a god by swallowing despair, but in the end she discovered that in the farthest copy, there was an NPC who had just woken up and was listening to her voice. This time, is it her turn to be the bad guy?