Thoughts of Cherry Blossoms and Tulips

She likes tulips and I prefer cherry blossoms. We were locked in a cold war across the distance. There are constant temptations around me, but she is not by my side. I cannot maintain my sense of security. I can only keep looking back at the past, struggling between memories and reality. True and false, false and true. I want to find the direction to continue loving her in my confusion.