The Silent Youth Meets the Unassuming Her

My youth, from beginning to end, was like a bad show that no one cared about. There are no friends walking side by side, there are only false perfunctory and behind-the-scenes discussions; there is no sincere feelings, only hot and cold consumption and casual betrayal. I live among people, but I am always alone. Flattery cannot be exchanged for sincerity, dedication cannot be exchanged for cherishment, and even love from the heart and soul will eventually become a joke in the mouth of others. Those so-called companionships are mostly short-term uses; Those things that were said forever turned out to be casual lies. I tried to blend in, tried to compromise, tried desperately to grab a little warmth, but in the end, there was no one around me, and my heart was full of scars. No light, no salvation, no exceptions. There are only one terrible relationship after another, and a self that has been numbed and exhausted by youth, friendship, and love. It turns out that from beginning to end, I was just a superfluous and unloved person. Until... She appears