Etheria

If your pain could generate electricity, would you be allowed to be happy? My name is "me". I have a sister who is my whole world. She's gone. I must find her. This is all the truth "I" know. It was also the only obsession it implanted in my mind that was allowed to run. I "saw" it. I saw my father falling from a high altitude, his calves twisted into weird angles. I saw my mother's hand being swallowed by the machine on the assembly line, and the bill was generated instantly. Seeing me working three jobs, I could never wash away the smell of dust, sweat and chlorine. After seeing the last meal of nutritional ointment, my sister raised her head and asked me: "Brother, what does dog meat taste like?" I saw a girl named "Haruna" turning her face away in the rain, and I was put on the "permanent blacklist." Seeing my mother die silently, the meter on the funeral car beat faster than my heartbeat. I saw a beam of "light" take away my sister, leaving behind a string of credit points accurate to three decimal places. Who I am?