Bodhisattva

The protagonist traveled to a strange dynasty and witnessed the unimaginable darkness of this world. He originally thought that this was just an imaginary time travel into a strange world, but as he continued to explore, the truth of this world completely exceeded his expectations. There are no cheats or systems in the whole text, but only the story of the protagonist being an ordinary person, struggling, gradually collapsing, constantly reversing, and finally going crazy! "Stay true to your heart?" "Save the world?" "That's all bullshit!" "Since weirdness is a part of the world, then the Bodhisattvas in this world must also be weird... So why bother?" "So my Bodhisattva - if he doesn't kill, doesn't cross... He won't become a Buddha!"