Xiamen Love Accident

I have been in Xiamen for ten years and have lost everything: Career is like the tide, it comes and goes; love is like fireworks, it lights up and turns into ashes. I thought that as long as I learned to be calm, learn to keep my heart high, and learn to "keep a high altitude", I would never be dragged into the mud by anyone again. But Shugel came in, and she was like the farthest star in the night sky, making me lose control while looking up at her; she made me understand that height is not safety, but a price - the higher you stand, the easier it is to lose the qualification to be hugged. And before her, it was Lin Fan. She was my earliest accident and my longest aftershock. This is a book about falling and self-rescue: about desire, loneliness, the collapse of trust, and about how I picked up the broken moments piece by piece in a seaside city, trying to piece together a self that could continue to live.