Immortal Gu Mother

I'm afraid of mirrors and I'm afraid of crowds. There would be undue marks left in the mirror, and the shadows of the crowd would occasionally turn towards me. They said it was an illusion. But I know that I am "awakening". Xie Jinnian, an ordinary person who just wants to protect his sister, is forced to learn the truth about the world: beneath his feet is the thin ice of reality, and under the ice is the darkness that has been surging for three hundred years. And the deepest darkness comes from inside me. When the crack spreads in front of me, should I turn around and run away, or should I calmly walk in and become the abyss itself.