My Fake Death Has Long Been Seen Through by the Yanderes

My name is Xiang Hai, and I am determined to be an umbrella-holder who can protect others from wind and rain. Other people's golden fingers are to make you stronger, but mine are to help others reach the top! It took me three years to become an eighth-level pharmacist, and two years to become a ninth-level wizard. As a top guide, I always end up "suspended death" and live in seclusion. Until one day, I found that the disciples who had been "left behind" by me were smiling and talking to my new face. There are prying eyes everywhere, from the cracks in the bathroom door to the shadows on the street corners. Now I have two pieces of news: The good news: The women I "left behind" didn't seem to have any intention of killing me. Bad news: I can't run away at all.