I'm a Piece of Trash

My name is Lu Fan, and I am a loser. How useless is it? I endured being beaten and scolded without saying a word; the girl I liked only dared to look at her from a distance, and her face turned red when she spoke; even the frogs and snails on the road on rainy days, I had to carefully walk around, for fear of stepping on them to death and what would be the retribution. I live cautiously, walking alone, and always put on a disguise when talking to others, for fear that others will notice my sensitive and fragile heart. I don't want to make progress and have no ambitions. I just want to live an ordinary life and spend my life in an ordinary way. However, I never thought that such a useless person like me would be liked by an extremely beautiful girl.