Struggle: My Youth

August 20, 2020, Zhengzheng summer vacation. The streets that used to be bustling and lively were deserted, perhaps because of the control, or perhaps because of the rain. At that time, I was talking about a girlfriend, but I was still walking alone on the empty street, feeling a kind of loneliness and contradictory freedom deep in my heart. I hid under the signboard on the roadside and watched the rain pouring down. The young man under the sign would never have imagined what he would experience in his future life and how he would look completely different. …