Earth Boundary Record: Spiritual Fire for Life

What has nature given me? It's a new soul. During the few months I spent in the "spiritual and fairy world", I was very confused: What kind of holy land is the fairy world? What am I here for? What exactly do I need to do? I still don't know. But I did a great thing on the wandering road - making the barren land "bloom" again. I am no longer who I used to be, because one day in the past few years, a gust of "wind" blew through my body, changing all the blood in my heart, and I was free - freedom with "chains". When I went to the fairy world, I came for happiness, but I never thought that I would end up in another "place of misery." This seemingly harmonious and peaceful scene in the fairyland turned out to be just a heavy curtain, a "fact" that could not be lifted no matter what. It could only show its own sparkle - it had deceived me for several years. It has been more than ten years since I left that "holy land", but my eyes seem to be still there, and the memories of the past are still fresh in my mind. This story "seems" to be false. This story "could" be true.