Father's Long Dream

My father's life was pitiful, pitiable to the extreme; my father's life was painful, to the point of cliff-hanging pain. There were almost only two things in my father's life - land and cattle. They are truly my father's destiny. However, due to the ruthless facts and social changes, the strong-minded father could only remain in painful silence. The father was in so much pain that he could not breathe. The clumsy father had no choice but to fall asleep. This sleep lasted for decades. His deep sleep did not relieve his father, but made him suffer even more, sometimes even to the point of abyss. So he often calls out "big, mother, Junjun, land, scalper" in his deep sleep. I know that my father did not 'sleep' in the true sense, but -----. For this reason, I define my father's deep sleep as a 'long dream'. I tried my best to understand and explain my father's 'long dream', but in the end I was exhausted and had to give up. Poor father!