Before the Music Starts

"The moment the music starts, the ending is already determined. It's just that we still have to go through the ups and downs of the melody, over and over again, ups and downs. It's not until the moment the rest is played that you can completely calm down. I often imagine that before the music starts, can I draw a rest? Let everything stop going back and forth. But if it doesn't start, how can it stop? "