Can I Make It to the Other Shore?

Liu Xie once thought about what it feels like to be alone. It's a person facing the sea, listening to the sound of waves, which comes from eternity and goes to eternity; it's on the wasteland, watching the heavy snow in the sky, snowflakes falling one after another; it's the black dust in the sky of sandstorms, ghostly flow, and subtle penetration surrounding you. Or, holding on to an umbrella, walking alone in the rainy streets at midnight, there is no one, the dim street lights cast a yellowish halo in the misty rain, and the sound of falling raindrops can be clearly heard "tick tick tick, tick tick tick", and you can hear the splashing sound of your feet in the pond. And he now knows that he has traveled to the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty and cannot catch fish, and is about to starve to death. Then he has to endure the ridicule of children, but he can't do anything to them yet. People have seven emotions, six desires and eight sufferings, but what is loneliness? Is it happiness, anger, sorrow, joy, love, hatred, desire, or parting from love, meeting resentment and hatred, not being able to ask for something, flaming five Yins, birth, old age, illness, and death? He didn't know, he only knew that after being discovered by Ju Shou and brought to see Yuan Shao, he started pretending to be the Han Emperor Liu Xie. He only knows that he often laughs with others, but he doesn't know why he laughs, or he freezes when he laughs, and he doesn't know whether to continue laughing or stop there. Then, he looked around blankly at the laughing people in the audience, not knowing what expression to put on. My heart was as blank as a blank sheet of paper. Listening to their laughter, I just felt so empty, monotonous, and without any emotion, as if it was squeezed out of nowhere. Or, it's just an NPC repeating his job again and again. "What's wrong with me?" Liu Xie muttered to himself. His Majesty went on a trip, and he just sat on the dragon boat, opened the curtain, and looked at the onlookers. He felt that he was so out of tune with others, just like a grain of sand being thrown into the sea. The sea did not change, but the sand grain felt so clearly that he was so out of tune with everything around him, but he couldn't resist. I can only be carried away by the sea and go to unknown distances. But the world can only see the rise and fall of the tide, but cannot feel the sorrow of a grain of sand. I long for the crowd because of my loneliness, but I feel lonely because I am in the crowd. Ever since he became the false emperor, he looked at the busy people around him every day and felt more and more idle. Seeing their joy, anger and sorrow, I couldn't empathize or feel deeply. However, just silently watching the children laughing and having fun, I also laughed, as if I was really happy and happy, not lonely at all. But why, in the dead of night, when a person is lying silently on the bed, his eyes can hardly be opened, but he is still not sleepy at all. In this dead darkness, Liu Xie didn't know whether his eyes were open or closed, and he didn't know whether he was asleep or awake. The watchman's voice could be heard faintly outside the window, "It's dry and everything is dry, be careful of the candle." And your breathing was clearly audible. It seemed like you were the only one left in the world. Liu Xie lay like this, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. The brain is sometimes clear and sometimes chaotic. It seems that you have thought about a lot, and yet seem to have thought about nothing, from the little things in the past that you thought you had long forgotten, to the torments of the day and even the future, it is like a too chaotic movie that is shot frame by frame in front of your eyes, passing by like clouds, sometimes here, sometimes there, as if it is real and illusory, and you don't know where it is today. Liu Xie just lay like this, his mind was in a state of confusion, and time was also in a state of confusion. The past, present, and future are close to each other, intersect with each other, and are separated from each other. It begins with the Big Bang and ends with the end of the world. Liu Xie just lay like this, independent of the world and independent of time. You don't know how long it has been, seconds, minutes, or hours? Perhaps, a short moment has passed, just a moment, or perhaps a long time has passed, and the vicissitudes of the world have passed, the years have become monuments, and eternity has turned into nothingness. He didn't know, he only knew that everything was meaningless at this moment. He only knew that the loneliness hidden deep in everyone's heart, usually invisible and imperceptible, the loneliness that they thought did not exist, finally found him on this night of this month of this year. At this point, Liu Xie can no longer pretend that it does not exist, and can no longer pretend to be free from it. You can only feel that it is like a tarsal maggot, wrapping around you bit by bit, getting tighter and tighter, making you unable to struggle or breathe. That indescribable, chaotic loneliness. "Dad, Mom, I miss you." Liu Xie murmured, and in the deepest midnight, a line of clear tears quietly crossed his cheek.

Zhen Mi

Yecheng, the Emperor's Farewell Palace. In the lake in the palace, Liu Xie looked at the lake in front of him boredly. It has been twenty years since he became the real Emperor Xian of the Han Dynasty, and he has grown from a young boy who just traveled through time to a mature man. Just as time has left traces on him and added to his elegance, this villa has also undergone some repairs and expansions. He looked at Zhang He, the original Four Court Pillars of Hebei and now the great general of the Han Dynasty. "Yi, I still remember when I was banned here by Yuan Shao twenty years ago." "I certainly remember it. Your Majesty said something from the bottom of my heart at that time, and I have never forgotten it." Zhang He replied as he looked at His Majesty in front of him. "I think back then, when I was found by Yuan Shao, it was already October of the first year of Jian'an. I would starve to death after wandering for many days. Later, Yuan Shao wanted to help me fight against Cao Cao and banned me here." "But now, things have changed and people have changed. , The fourth and third princes of Yuan Shao and Yuan Shu are still buried under my feet, and this big man has returned to normal. " "I have been exhausted from serving in politics for many years. Who should I train to be the prince?" Zhang He was shocked when he heard this, and hurriedly lowered his head and said: "Your Majesty, I dare not speak nonsense about this matter, and I hope that your Majesty will forgive me." "You, you are really afraid that I will die on this throne. I have to do everything personally and sleep very little, and there are many The minister asked me to give birth to an heir. Although my life has been wonderful, I am also tired. " "Now, what I want is to be healthy all year round. " Zhang He still lowered his head and did not dare to speak. How could he trust the emperor's words. "Hum" A slight hum came from Liu Xie, perhaps self-deprecating, perhaps dissatisfied. There was silence for a while before Liu Xie said his next words, "Forget it, I won't embarrass you. Bring me my fishing rod and I'll fish with you for a day and see who catches more." "Yes, Your Majesty." Zhang He took out the fishing rod from the side and called in the young eunuch who specialized in throwing food to make a nest. "Hey, Bai, let's look at the days, is it the Dragon Boat Festival today?" The atmosphere of speaking at this moment is no longer as tense as before. Zhang He also raised his head and replied: "Yes, Your Majesty." Liu Xie nodded and said to the young eunuch waiting beside him: "Go, get some fine silk thread, and I will personally braid a five-color thread for my general to drive away evil spirits. " "Your Majesty, absolutely no" Before he could finish the word "no", Zhang He was patted by Liu Xie, "Whatever I say is what I say. Fish in peace, don't make me angry." Zhang He had no choice but to say yes. "By the way, I remember that during Emperor Wu's time, it seemed that there was a habit of eating owl soup during the Dragon Boat Festival? Are there owl preparations in this palace?" The young eunuch was frightened. How did he know what the Taifu order was responsible for? Just when he was about to kneel down to ask for punishment, Liu Xie's voice came again. "Go to the Taifu Ling's place and ask if there are any owl. If not, it seems to be popular among the people to eat horned millet recently. You can ask the Taifu Ling to prepare some horned millet. Me and Let's eat it." These corn millet are called rice dumplings. Nowadays, there is no custom of eating rice dumplings at the Dragon Boat Festival to commemorate Qu Yuan. Most people still make five-color threads to ward off evil spirits and pray for good fortune. Zhang He remained silent and only focused on fishing. He knew about corn millet, but when did it become popular among the people to eat it? Is His Majesty beating him? Suddenly, Liu Xie's fishing rod moved. Liu Xie lifted the rod hard and caught the fish. "Hahaha, Yi, I have already caught the first fish, you still need to work hard." You still need to work hard. When he heard these words, Zhang He's eyes suddenly lit up, as if he understood what Liu Xie was hitting! This corn millet is a folk thing, but it is eaten very little and not much is known about it. Isn't this the view of places other than the Han Dynasty? A place that does not belong to the Han Dynasty naturally has little knowledge and knowledge. Doesn't it mean that he wants to start a war? Your Majesty encouraged me, didn't you just intend to make me a general to open up territory for the Han Dynasty? Zhang He replied loudly: "Yes, Your Majesty, I should encourage you." The loudness of the voice made Liu Xie look at him. I wonder what Zhang He is so crazy about. He caught a fish and got sick? Good health and good health every year, yes, Your Majesty hopes that there will be no interference from foreigners. Doesn't that mean that you want me to conquer and annex the foreigners! Zhang He recalled Liu Xie's words just now, but he didn't know what he was thinking about. He didn't even notice that the rod in his hand moved. "Bayi, what are you thinking, we caught a fish!" Liu Xie was a little dissatisfied. He had been moving the rod for a long time, but why was He still in a daze. Only then did Zhang He react. He quickly picked up the fishing rod and apologized to Liu Xie, "Your Majesty, I was at fault. I was distracted." "What's wrong with this? I'm afraid it's not that I feel bored without the company of good wine and food. Come here, "Bring the wine." "Come on, I wish you, this big man, and all the people in the world good health." "Your Majesty, this wine is good." "If you like it, take more of it back. Later, bring back some of those horn millet and five-color thread." "Thank you, Your Majesty!"

"Son, I still have some money here, you can take it with you as a means of payment." "I sold my stuff to get some money." "My mother made a pair of mats, put them in your shoes, and you will suffer less when you are on the road!" A skinny young man in his twenties waved his hands to the kindness of the villagers and set foot on the road to the capital to see the saint. Li Mu came from Qingzhou and was affected by the major case. Many villagers were accused of being accomplices, and many of them were dragged to the county government and died. Moreover, the rent mediocrity law failed, and the hard-earned money paid by the villagers was gone. Now they have to collect grain and sex, and the people are miserable. However, they are really not related to the Wei Jian case! So everyone came up with this method. All the sufferers would stamp their fingerprints and write blood letters, and then let the student Li Mu go to the capital to meet the saint through scientific examination. The expenses are all collected together by all the families. Those who still have dry food at home will pay for the dry food, and those who still have a few money will pay for the expenses. As long as they can get to the capital, the emperor will send someone to save them! Li Mu ate a piece of dry food from the spring water, then packed up and moved on. His feet had developed a lot of blisters due to the continuous rush, but these did not stop Li Mu from moving forward. Because he is not only carrying his own family, but also many people from Qingzhou, and even the entire Han people who have been tortured by major cases! There was a crow on the tree, and it flew over Li Mu's head with a "ah" sound. "Help me, help…" An old lady in ragged clothes was lying on the ground on the roadside. She seemed to have heard someone approaching. The old lady tried her best to half-raise her trembling right hand and made a weak cry for help. "Old man, how are you?" Li Mu quickly ran to the old lady, knelt down and helped the old lady up. "Water, water..." The old lady closed her eyes tightly, and her voice could only be heard clearly from the corners of her slightly opened mouth. Without hesitation, Li Mu took out the spring water from his bag and fed it to the old lady bit by bit. The old lady who drank the water opened her eyes slightly, her eyes were covered with old wrinkles and there was no light in her eyes. Li Mu took out the last piece of dry food from the bag, pinched off a small piece and put it into his mouth, and put the rest on the old lady's mouth. "Old lady, eat some dry food. You will have strength after eating it." The old lady glanced at Li Mu with her cloudy eyes, and began to eat unconsciously. As the last bit of dry food entered her mouth, the old lady's eyes finally became slightly brighter. "Good boy, get out of here, this is hell on earth." "Hell on earth? How could it be, we are still a few miles away from the capital, and the saint is there! Old lady, where is your family, I will take you to find it!" The old lady shook her head, her mouth moved, but she did not make a sound, and her half-raised hand fell down. Li Mu finally rushed into the capital before sunset. The merchants here are like clouds, dotted here and there, and people come and go in an endless stream. The exquisite makeup and colorful clothes show the majestic atmosphere. But why do people still starve to death a few miles away from the capital? Li Mu didn't understand. Looking at the bloody sky, Li Mu touched his chest. There were blood letters from the people of Qingzhou under his clothes. The blood-red sunset has set. The remaining red color forms a line with the horizon, but there is no warmth. I can only feel the chill of the approaching night. "There are really no accomplices in Qingzhou. This case has been investigated for a whole year. Can we stop investigating it?" When Li Mu cried in the crowd, he thought he had succeeded! It won't be long before the upright and upright officials will know, and the emperor will know that Qingzhou is innocent! Li Mu was crying and laughing. "Beat them to death immediately, and then search for blood books!" Yang Zhao looked at these grassroots men with cold eyes and issued a decisive order. Li Mu looked at the officials in front of him in disbelief. He never imagined that it would end like this. What is ridiculous is that the people of Qingzhou have pinned their hopes on this. Sadly, the old lady had already told him that this was hell on earth. Sadly, this is the man that celebrities and scholars continue to praise! The journey is difficult, the journey is difficult, there are many divergent roads, where are you now? "Go and close that man's eyes, it looks scary." "Yes!" "Back to the censor, I can't cover his eyes no matter how much I do."

I have read a lot of novels about the Three Kingdoms. Under the premise of truly complying with logical reasoning and not cheating, Guo Peng written by Yu Yan in the late Han Dynasty has reached its peak. 99% Of the time travelers cannot conquer the world individually. What to do? Change your thinking and seize the world with the advantage of the system. Start from Guanzhong, merge with Longyou and Liangzhou, and face the powerful gentry of the Guandong gentry (starting from the acquisition of Liu Xiu, the Eastern Han Dynasty developed for two hundred years and the 18th princes are all from the Kanto). Copy Yuwentai's route, form the Fubing System and the Guanlong Military Merit Aristocratic Group, release the militarist monster of Qin and Han Prussia, and crush all the powerful gentry of the Guandong.

The core of Cao Cao's occupation of the Central Plains was the military force of the Cao family and the Xiahou family + the political appeal of Emperor Xian. Without the political support of Emperor Xian, Cao Cao would be an eunuch, and his political appeal would not be as good as that of Yuan Shu, let alone occupying the Central Plains to carry Hebei.

I saw someone asking, if Liu Xie, the real emperor, could not seize power, why should the protagonist, the fake one, seize power? I feel itchy, so let me try: The first is the issue of identity. The protagonist and Liu Xie look exactly the same, and they are endorsed by Yuan Shao, so in terms of status alone, in the eyes of the world, they should be the same. Cao Cao has more central ministers, but Yuan Shao has a higher reputation. From the Battle of Guandu, so many people on Cao Cao's side had an affair with Yuan Shao, it can be seen that there are many more grassroots in the central government than pure officials in the Han Dynasty. Yuan Shao said that the protagonist is the emperor. As long as he has this title, those who are dissatisfied with Cao Cao can come to Yuan Shao's side without any psychological burden. Once they come, they will spare no effort to confirm the identity of the protagonist! Since the various princes are not at the center, they can selectively support a certain party. Therefore, as long as Yuan Shao doesn't cause trouble on his own, the protagonist is nothing like Liu Xie! The second is the issue of degrees of freedom. In Cao Cao's eyes, Liu Xie is the true emperor, so he will be on guard at all times. On Yuan Shao's side, Yuan Shao knows that the protagonist is not the emperor, so he will be much less defensive. As long as the protagonist's ambition is not exposed, Yuan Shao will hardly be on guard against him. So the protagonist is easier to act than Liu Xie, that's for sure. Then there is the manpower issue. In order to keep it secret, Yuan Shao would definitely not let everyone know about this kind of thing, only a few close friends would know about it. According to the book, only Jushou and Yuan Shao knew about this matter. Even if others suspected it, there was no evidence. Of course, even if Yuan Shao's close men don't know that the protagonist is fake, they will not do anything for the protagonist while Yuan Shao is alive, but there are always some marginalized people who do not know the truth and are not reused and are willing to speculate. This book chooses Zhang He among military generals, and Guo Jia among civil servants. The former may be questionable, but the latter is certainly not a problem. Even if it is the former, it is unknown whether and when Zhang He was reused by Yuan Shao. However, in the novel, it is certain that Yuan Shao valued Yan Liang and Wen Chou more, so Zhang He may still be attracted by the righteous without knowing the truth. This is Yuan Shao's internal staff, followed by external personnel. Let's leave aside Cao Cao's people from the outside and only talk about whether other princes have their hearts set on the Han Dynasty. As mentioned before, for other princes, the protagonist and Liu Xie are the same in legitimacy, so princes or aristocratic families who are loyal to the Han Dynasty and hope to use the name of the Han Dynasty have two choices. Liu Bei and Lu Bu chose the protagonists. Therefore, in terms of manpower, the protagonist is also available. The last step is the execution level. At this point, the protagonist is still stronger than Liu Xie, because he has the knowledge and foresight of future generations. Know who is powerful and who is available. Finally, in terms of disadvantages, compared to Liu Xie, his biggest disadvantage is that he is fake. As long as Yuan Shao exposes him in public, he will be nothing. But as mentioned before, Yuan Shao will definitely not expose his ambition before it is revealed. That would be a slap in the face, and he is still waiting to give in when the time comes! So another question, the protagonist has exposed his ambition, will Yuan Shao expose him? I think there is a high probability that he won't, which would damage his prestige. Therefore, in Yuan Shao's climate, there is a high probability that he will kill people secretly, or kill people whom the protagonist has attracted, and continue to maintain superficial skills. At this point, the situation faced by the protagonist and Liu Xie is almost the same. In other words, the protagonist's worst case scenario is actually very Liu Xie's. The best result is to assume that he did not reveal his ambition before launching the plan, and what to do next. This situation has been clearly explained in the book through the words of Guo Jia and Jia Xu, so I won't go into details!

I was hurt by alcohol and sex, and I started quitting sex today

In the past, when the world was about to be in chaos, twins were born in the harem. This was a sign of the destruction of the country. The late emperor could not bear to kill his sons. Perhaps the story of Sheng Chong'er could be used to imitate the story of Sheng Chong'er, so that the country could turn from danger to peace, and the Han Dynasty could regain peace and prosperity. He named the two sons as associates, and secretly sent dead men to escort one son out of the palace. Seeing suspicion, Mr. He harmed his biological mother, but refused to do so even though she died. When the late emperor passed away, no one knew about it. In the future, the world will be peaceful, and the heirs will succeed to the throne in an orderly manner. The prince will only be a wealthy man outside. If the world is in chaos, the traitors will abolish the elders and establish younger ones, and use the emperor to order the princes. However, how can the emperor of the Han Dynasty be humiliated by others? On that day the loyal ministers who died will know their life story and die to repay the emperor's favor. Therefore, one son is facing the south and the other is facing the north. The one who regains power is Liu Xie. For the sake of the world, even if brothers kill each other, they will not hesitate! Hou Jushou was captured by the emperor and asked how to prove it. The emperor said that no one can prove it, and he allows you to find your own life experience. Jushou's search failed, so how could a person appear out of thin air? But I know that loyal ministers and righteous men must cover up his traces and die to serve the country. No one can prove it, but it is a clear proof! The late emperor's far-sighted plan led to this, Ju Shou was shocked beyond words.

Killing Yuan Shao's entire family is too poisonous. As a time traveler, without modern thinking, he still entered the dynasty cycle. His son's contribution is not small, but he can't protect his family. Then everyone who rebels will definitely rebel. Anyway, if one of my family members is forced to get on the chariot, otherwise the Nine Clan will be killed.