How Could I Possibly Be the Savior?

[As long as it can satisfy my desires or ease my loneliness, it doesn't matter what it looks like, or what race or gender it is, right?]

[Fall with me into the deep sea of desire, until we even forget how to breathe

[The oxygen in the bubbles is slowly running out, while you seem to be welcoming a new life, drawing closer to me step by step]

“That's not right.”

Jile Jiku clutched his head in agony. Who was he, right now? An empty shell, wrapped up and filled with other people's emotions? How strange... What a strange feeling. Why was he having such strange thoughts?

“Am I dreaming, Dr. Kong Jiang? Or is this a delusion tormenting me along with my illness?”

“Pain... It hurts so much. I can't take it anymore!”

“I don't want to lose sight of where I end and all of this begins...”

[Life is so fragile, and human nature is so deplorable]

[Abandon everything, even if you can no longer feel a thing]

[Merge with everything, even if it means pain and torment]

[So what? Just go numb in it, won't you?]

Jile Jiku opened his lifeless black eyes once more and watched a familiar figure walk toward him, step by step. Then he gave a faint smile.

“What time is it now? Your desires have infected me. Good. Come and claim the fruit you crave, the one you've dreamed of.”

Please don't bring this into real life. Please don't let it assimilate your thoughts!!!

Please don't become an overthinker...

Just a personal note... This book is kind of dark and messed up...

Though I'm pretty dark and messed up myself... I even have mental health problems.