After Being Reborn, I Discovered My Deskmate Had a Crush on Me

Lu Ming: Zhan Xinjia, I haven't seen you in ten years. I wonder if you are okay now? Maybe it's because I don't want to disturb your life, or maybe I'm shy, so I just want to express my thoughts in this way. I am extremely lucky to have been a classmate with you for six years. Every time I think of all the happiness, sweetness, bitterness and all kinds of emotions between us during the past six years. I regret that I couldn't catch you earlier. I missed you when I loved you the most. In these ten years, I have gained an additional hobby. I like to read my favorite poems loudly and sing my favorite songs loudly on the top of the mountain or at the beach. There I don't have to care if anyone pays attention to me. This mountain belongs to me, this sea belongs to me, and my wandering soul seems to have a place to live. Life seems to be full of loneliness. When I am among people, a real sense of loneliness rushes over and overwhelms me. I feel like I am a tardigrade that wants to turn into a whale. I long for my death to provide for the ocean to sustain all things. I long for my hoarse roar to dispel the darkness. But in this world, I am just an insignificant existence, like a cricket shaking a tree. My life actually started from the day I met you. Before that, my life was messy and full of sadness and disappointment. My memory will never reach that period. This period of life is like people and things that have been gathering dust for a long time, and my heart has long since learned to be indifferent to them.             ，， I am just an ordinary person. I don't have Shen Congwen's bravery, I don't have the innocent vitality of a wild boy, I can't get my good trees, and I can't touch my God. Sometimes in order to indulge, in order to let the bitter taste of this secret love fade away, I will relax on the top of the mountain. Mosquitoes can't drive me away. The paper plane I let fly with the wind is filled with the girl's thoughts. I hope the wind can carry it thousands of miles away and put it at your window. Do you still remember the wicker of those years? You were playing under the willow tree, with catkins stuck to the ends of your hair, and I gave you a branch of wicker; The color blue is full of mystery and always reminds me of you. In my eyes, you are the blue sea and the blue sky, boundless. Blue also represents sadness to me. Every time I think of you, I can't help but think of the sentence in "Call me by your name" "I really dig you."   Here, I want to give you a poem that I like. "How can I compare you to summer, you are more lovely and gentle than it; The strong wind destroys the delicate stamens of May, and the summer time is in a hurry, always so short; Sometimes it is extremely hot, like the burning eyes of the sky, and its golden face often flashes. No matter how beautiful things are, they will fade away slowly with the changes of time and nature. But your summer will always be bright, and you will have this beautiful face. Death can't boast of letting you stay in its shadow, while you live and stay forever in the immortal paradise; As long as humans are breathing and eyes are still there, this poem exists, your life will exist." Be healthy, work smoothly, and live a happy life. Writing this under the lamp, the letters are short and the words are long, and a few hastily written words are not enough.                                                                          Tao Xinyi                                        June 8, 2023 ━═━═━━═━═━◥◤━═━═━━═━═━ Tao Xinyi, who was sitting at her desk writing a letter, was looking forward to the moment when she and Lu Ming would meet again. At this time, Lu Ming had died suddenly in the cramped hut under the weight of life, ending his life hastily When I think of how painful, hesitant, and confused Tao Xinyi was in these ten years, she could only live on the memory of her love for Lu Ming. At this time, Lu Ming was suddenly unknown. He was forced to become a qualified social animal under pressure, and he no longer had the spirit of a young man. When I think of Tao Xinyi, after learning about Lu Ming's death, she only lived by the hope of an inexplicable dream for the rest of her life. At this time, Lu Ming had been reborn as a teenager and fell in love with girls Tao Xinyi and He Meimei. When I think of Tao Xinyi who died alone and could only lie alone on the hospital bed, when she was dying, she might think of her six years of youth and youth. At this time, Lu Ming and Tao Xinyi had grown old together, becoming a love that was envied by the world. Every time I think about it, I feel... So cool! More extras!

It's pretty good, I don't want more female leads

The narrative is as plain as flowing water, but it can't suppress the youthful background. It's extremely well written.

I have never experienced the college entrance examination, but I went to a vocational high school. Every June and July, I will feel envious and jealous in my heart. I sincerely hope that in the next life, my family will be better off and I can go to a general high school. Like the male protagonist, he must have the same spirit of working hard for the one he loves. Thank you, the author, for writing this and making me feel the beauty and hardship of youth 🙂🙂🙂

I was stunned by the knife. I felt good after reading this novel. I want to go faster 😍

I read chapter 50 and died of poison. The protagonist with a mental age of 28 is like an imbecile. He has no way of dealing with adults at all. He has been alive for 28 years. He writes a book without checking the information. He has posted novels on QQ forums on his mobile phone for 20 years. Knowledge of junior middle school English class for a senior high school fan. Deliberately dragging in the second female lead ntr is disgusting. You can figure out your own logic first before writing.

Author, please don't end up with the whole thing. It's hard for everyone to find a good novel, so don't use those knives. There are very few articles with single female protagonists. Everyone is here to read them as sweet stories. After all, they are here to have fun, not to suffer. Articles with knives are very useful. Don't make a few knives on such articles! I've read more than half of it, please don't beg me. Please give me a reply. I'm so panicked. Don't be a knife in the end. I still really want to see the heroine slowly be redeemed and become a normal person and fall in love with the hero. It's my first time to write so much in a book review. It shows that I take it seriously. Even if it's BE in the end, please reply to it so that I can be prepared (it's weird if you don't stop reading when you hear it's BE!)

Let me tell you my opinion. I am too tired to read. Although the writing is very good, I am too tired to read. The third year of high school is already a very stressful period. The author also writes in such detail that it is like moving forward day by day. This makes the reader feel very tired, and the key contents give me all negative feedback. , I'm afraid of being discovered by the teacher, I'm afraid of not doing well in my studies, the heroine doesn't have a good relationship with her family, the positive feedback brought about by some grades is completely shattered in the face of these negative feedbacks, and the negative feedback of falling in love feels greater than the positive feedback, I don't feel that the relationship between the two is close, but I am always worried that something will happen. The beginning is actually quite good. The positive feedback brought about by falling in love is very strong, but the negative feedback is relatively small. It is very enjoyable to watch, but the further you go, the more you feel overwhelmed. It feels that many parts are written over and over again, and it does not play any role in promoting the plot. And there is also a very serious problem, that is, the more I read the book, the less I like the heroine. The negative feedback at the end of this book was surprisingly large, and the heroine cried all day long, which brought a lot of negative feedback, making people unknowingly a little irritable, and it did not further develop the good aspects of the heroine, making people feel more and more bored the more they read. I am so tired after seeing this that I can't stand it anymore, and I even want to jump directly to the end of the college entrance examination. I just want to have fun reading a book, but I don't really want to take the college entrance examination again! (See Chapter 60, the July 1st chapter)

Lu Ming

Tao Xinyi