I Was Supposed to Become an Immortal

You have finally reached the standard of becoming an immortal, but after your ascension, you actually told me that there was a rebellion in the immortal world? At the beginning, I was indeed deceived. I did whatever you said you wanted me to do. I did things for you and put me in the most dangerous situation. At the same time, there may be no external help, but I have always trusted you. I believe that when I wait for me to ascend again, you can give me what I want. But those things seem to be mine... There is no golden finger, no system, and no powerful trick that can destroy the world. All I have is the three immortal weapons you gave me that I cannot control properly, and my experience in practicing for more than a thousand years. I only have the brute strength to risk my life again and again - so, I hope you don't...