My Struggle in the Last Days

Seeking benevolence will lead to benevolence, and seeking oneself will gain oneself, but often what I want is what I cannot get. This was the first half of my life until that day, or that day our lives changed... ------My name is Yi Qing. I am not a good person, nor a bad person, just a person who is unwilling to be ordinary. This section excerpts the self-narration of leader Yi Qing's final journey into the starry sky during that chaotic bloody era.