The Female Lead Doesn't Want to Live Again

Su Yang spent fifteen years wandering the apocalypse, rising from someone anyone could bully to someone feared by everyone. When they first met, Shen Xingfeng's gentle words came with poisonous barbs: “She wants to die. What does it matter if she loses a hand?” Later, he regretted it bitterly and offered himself as atonement. “For the mistake I made when we first met, I'll spend my whole life apologizing.” “You want proof that I'm not lying?” “Then you'll lose. My blood, my brain, my inability to control my feelings, everything about me can prove it.” “I'll give you that chance.” “Good.” You probably won't believe me when I say that I'll love you without hesitation, even if it means being torn to pieces. A gentle, sharp-tongued, slightly unhinged male lead vs. a world-weary heroine who always gets revenge Reading guide: 1. The leads clash the moment they meet, creating a battlefield of romantic rivals. 2. This is a sweet romance! A sweet romance! A sweet romance! Their early interactions have a little angst! 3. The plot and romance are equally important, with slightly more focus on the love story. 4. They heal each other. 5. The world in this story is fictional!! Please don't apply it to real life!! None of the characters are based on real people!!!