I Died at the Start

He has been without a father since he was a child, and he has survived in the world with his weak mother. He has been ridiculed by many people since he was a child, ostracized by relatives, and scolded by his mother. Finally, darkness took over his heart. He personally led his scarred mother to a place where there was no pain and she was very happy. The mother passed away peacefully, and he smiled brightly. And his relatives have also become replicas of his mother. Later, he died. But, alive again. But, it died again. But, alive again. Finally, he understood that he was the protagonist, the one who couldn't die. But, is he really the protagonist? The setting sun, dusk rain, and passing clouds are all over the world. The white mist covers the crooked eyebrows, looking back at the stained years, who is left sitting alone in despair? After many calamities, I suddenly look back and see the boundless wind, moon and river snow.