Suffering on the Road of Life

I don't know why I am writing this. In fact, I have wanted to write these things a long time ago. Maybe I am not as depressed as I am now! I have never written. Until today, I was so depressed that I finally made up my mind to use this method to vent my unspeakable feelings. I don't seek fame, let alone make money. I just want to find a way to express what I have in mind. Parents, lovers, childhood, close friends, brothers and sisters, none of them are the ones I talk to. Maybe there is someone far away who sees what I write and has the same experience and distress as me.