Lonely Meeting 1

I always come alone and leave alone, how can I understand the feeling of being reluctant to leave. In my memory, loneliness is everywhere and has become a common dish. Without the harm it brings, maybe I will starve to death. There is a poison in this world that can make you impetuous, and it is also your antidote. You can't embrace it, and you can't throw it away. There is nowhere to escape. How ridiculous, but you can't give it up.