Warning: First-person narration. The top is imagined by the bottom.
My name is He Jile. The He from "What can I do to dispel my sorrows?" and Jile from "seize the day and enjoy yourself."
If my name has to fit my life, then my moment of seizing the day was the three months I spent with Nie Yuanping.
After I was diagnosed with terminal cancer, I met a doctor.
He asked me, "Why do you look so pale?"
He was the first person I wanted to be friends with, so I asked for his contact information.
He said, "You’ll find me."
That day, I accidentally discovered he wasn’t real.
But he said to me, "Xiao He, think of me as a bug in the world. Let me keep you company for the three months you have left."
"You’re not a bug in the world. You’re my bug."
"What’s the difference? You’re my world."
Theme: Love yourself well.
