All Pei Xian ever wanted was to soar freely, find someone to love with all his heart, and live free of illness and misfortune.
All Ji Xiaoyu ever wished for was Pei Xian's lifelong health and safety.
Only when Pei Xian died before his eyes did Ji Xiaoyu understand: What is there to ask of life?
Both virgins | 1v1 | BL
Flirtatious illegitimate son bottom x secretly passionate crown prince top
Pei Xian was the quietest shadow in the Pei residence, a forgotten illegitimate son.
The cage called the "Pei residence" had long since frozen his yearning for warmth.
Using Crown Prince Ji Xiaoyu as his means of escape, Pei Xian fled the Pei residence. He schemed against the crown prince and approached him by every means.
But Ji Xiaoyu treated him far too well, so well that he was willing to give his life for him.
Consumed by guilt, Pei Xian confessed that he had used him.
"From the very beginning, I schemed to get you to help me escape the Pei residence and destroy it. I approached you with an ulterior motive."
He thought Ji Xiaoyu would be angry and abandon him.
But Ji Xiaoyu told him, "I know."
"Everything about you, whether it's scheming or sincerity... I'll gladly accept it all."
"I gave you the path you schemed your way onto, and I won't take it back."
"No matter whether the road ahead is full of thorns or a mountain of blades, now that you're by my side, you'll always be mine."
He began to slowly accept and return the love he was given, even at the cost of his life.
Later, following a clue about a poison, Pei Xian discovered the organization behind it, one that posed a threat to Ji Xiaoyu's life.
Pei Xian volunteered to infiltrate the organization as a spy. Forced to take "Wangchuan," he rose to become its leader thanks to his abilities.
On the day Pei Xian left, Ji Xiaoyu found only a farewell letter.
From enduring in silence just to survive to choosing to live, from clutching at a lifeline to yearning to stand side by side.
Life buried Pei Xian beneath countless snows, while Ji Xiaoyu was the first spring he had encountered apart from his mother.
Reader's guide:
1. Dear readers, be sure to read the author's notes at the end of every chapter. If something doesn't make sense, be sure to check them!
2. Pei Xian is gentle, but Han Ya is not in the later chapters. Keep in mind that Han Ya has only lost his memories; he isn't a robot without feelings!
3. Ji Xiaoyu was never gentle by nature. He's only like that with his family. He's restrained, scheming, and possessive!
4. This story has a side couple, but the main focus is the main couple. Feel free to ship them if you like.
5. This story is entirely fictional. Nothing about weddings, funerals, or marriage follows historical research. I made up the political intrigue solely to set up the romance!
6. Dear readers, please believe that I'm a writer who loves sweet romances. As for why this story is angsty, please let me make an excuse... I mean, explain. The idea I first had for this story was angsty. Perhaps it was fate, but the bonus chapters are sweet!!! Don't click away~
7. No switching the CP's roles!!!! (That's my bottom line.) Ship whoever else you like.
8. I'm not an evil stepmother! I love the characters I write. How could an artist not love their muse!
The characters' feelings never waver; their path to love is simply full of hardship.
Side couple: aloof bodyguard top x hot-tempered regent bottom (very brief)
Theme: Love breaks through the walls of a cage, and lights a flame for life.
If this chapter is the finale, will the little treasures regret it?
I think everyone in the book has a twist. I won't give you examples here. But I don't think it's OOC here. It's not my forced interpretation as the author, but the background of human nature. Will everyone be purely good or purely evil? There is some ambiguity in what I said. The world is full of wonders, and I don't deny that. But in my book, their feelings are indeed not pure. The Supreme Emperor Ji Yuan, who has a strong OOC: In the early stage, he went crazy and wanted to kill Pei Xian, but in the middle stage, he reluctantly agreed and still cared about Pei Xian. And the character of Chen Mowen: this is a topic that my friends and I also bring up when we discuss it. In the author's words, I once said that he initially chose the male lead, not because he was trying to get a minor role, but because he was not sure whether the male lead who appeared later was actually the male lead. The initial purpose of creating this article: to abuse it from beginning to end! When constructing the characters and outline, I made Pei Xian and Chen Mowen miserable. I want domestic abuse in the early stage and emotional abuse in the later stage. When I really started thinking about it, I realized that it was true. After listening to the advice and positioning Ji Xiaoyu as the male protagonist, everything made sense. I felt like Baby Sizhu was guiding me in the direction~ When this article positions Ji Xiaoyu as the second male lead, there is more space about Chen Mo. And I also thought about some bloody plots, such as:. . . . How can you abuse your body and mind? But I changed it later. It's not good for me to be abused for the sake of being abused!!! Chen Mowen likes Pei Xian, there is no doubt about it. But! He is very feudal, and hate creates love. Next is the main cp, and the main text starts with them, so I won't say much about it. (Online version 1. When did the two of them fall in love with each other? Ji Xiaoyu: "One glance at Ten Thousand Years, and I feel that Sizhu is the same as his own name. He is still strong despite the wind, frost and rain." Pei Xian: "At the beginning, it was with purpose and a little bit of guilt. The main reason is that I am not bad, and it is for my livelihood. That Mingyin was so good to me, and people's hearts are not grown from stone. It takes time to develop feelings, but in fact it doesn't take long." Shuang: "I heard people on the Internet say that one look at Wannian means he is attracted by sex. Sizhu, look at him!" Ji Xiaoyu: "Hahahahaha (expression: wow.?) You didn't read my explanation at all?" Pei Xian: "It's okay, it's offset. Besides, I also think my Minyin looks good." Ji Xiaoyu: "ovo (heehee)" Shuang: "?" A short play shows the relationship between two people. Sizhu is really gentle (author's appraisal) Below are the deputy CPs Ming Yan and Ji Cenqiu (online version) Also an interview Shuang: "Ji, how do you feel about your brother being pinned down by your wife's secret guards?" Ji Xiaoyu: "I'm just not strong enough, I don't have any impressions (wife posted) Pei Xian: (helpless but doting) Frost: No eyesight Shuang: "Then interview the protagonist." Ming Yan: "The Second Highness provoked me on his own. There was nothing he could do about it. In fact, I don't really care about the issue of superiority and inferiority. As long as he wants to, it's fine. But sometimes he gets tired, so I'll do it." Shuang: "I would like to ask, why are you tired? Can you tell me the details?" Mingyan: "Yes, let's chat privately." Ji Cenqiu: (exploded) "Ming Yan, what are you doing!" Mingyan: "Sorry, I have to leave beforehand" (picking up Chaoyang) End of the second short skit Overall great interview 1. The feeling of meeting each other for the first time Pei Xian: "A tool that can be used." Ji Xiaoyu: "Be strong." Mingyan: "Annoying." Ji Cenqiu: "Disobedient." Insert a family line Nie Wan: "It's the first time I've seen Sizhu. She's really cute. She deserves to be born to me." There are still twenty-four chapters left before the end. I'm thinking about a side story that's mindless and cool/pseudo-sweet. If you have ideas, you can share them in the comment section. Thank you. You can also ask any questions you want to ask the protagonists.
When does the author plan to finish? Already looking forward to the ending.
The difference is obvious. Gong treats Pei with a feeling of equality, while Mo Wen treats Pei with a feeling of sympathy [covering face and peeking]
Chen Mowen has very complicated thoughts about the male protagonist. He feels like he is not a friend, but he feels like he is a friend at the same time. There is always a gap there [covering face and peeking]
Comment for yourself. If everyone sees it, you can treat it as the author and have something to say. I believe everyone has seen Chen Mowen's feelings for Pei Xian. It is the kind of "hate that the bright moon once shined on me alone". Love and hate are intertwined, and all the hatred is just because she doesn't love him.
During the seventh lunar month and the eighth lunar month, the jackdaws froze to death 😂 (a sudden thought)
Sizhu, Happy Chinese Valentine's Day!
Father Pei is really bad, why do he speak so harshly and mean so much [angry]
Last time I saw half of it, I came back and found that it had been changed and I couldn't find where I was looking (*?????)