I’ve applied for the chapter to be unlocked. The reading points will be refunded after the four-month cooldown.
It’s best not to read this. But if you’re really interested, you can give it a try.
[Lastly, please don’t rate this book, since it’s free.]
Sickly, cold-faced, pain-insensitive mad-dog bottom x gloomy, world-weary top who only has eyes for the bottom in the later story
Strong x strong, older top, serious drama; the bottom dies and the top goes mad
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Xie Yu was born with a birthmark encircling his left eye. The first time he met Feng Xingzhi, he was locked in a cage by a merchant, half his body already chewed down to the bone by a gray wolf.
He had been unable to feel pain since childhood, and was immortal. As the star attraction of the arena, he had been mauled by beasts countless times over the past twelve years.
He thought fainting came without warning. So when Feng Xingzhi reached out a hand with long, clearly defined knuckles, his body had finally reached its limit, and he promptly passed out.
When he woke again, the other man had already taken him into the territory of the Great Sheng Kingdom.
“The Great Sheng Kingdom holds its annual Bird-and-Beast Ceremony. If you help me wear down that eagle until it dies, I’ll let you go home.”
Feng Xingzhi’s expression was carefree, his voice alluring, and his thin, cool lips curved into a smile no one could resist.
He was the Commander of the Embroidered Uniform Guard of the Heavenly Dynasty. He had saved Xie Yu only to use him to win an audience with the emperor of Great Sheng.
Xie Yu simply looked at him, his cold face expressionless from beginning to end. At last, he spoke in a low voice.
“Fine.”
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Later, Xie Yu really did use himself as bait at every turn, cutting away his flesh and shaving down his bones, building a river with his blood. When Feng Xingzhi realized he had fallen for him, he went mad and confined him, wishing he could bind his hands and feet to stop him from hurting himself.
Xie Yu remained calm, gazing at him with cool, pale eyes.
“Lord Feng, you’ve mistaken who’s moving the pieces on the board from the very first moment we met.”
In this world, there were bodies like his that could not die, people like Feng Xingzhi who could foresee the future, and even those with the power to bring inanimate things to life... Once, covered in blood and sprawled on the ground, Xie Yu had tried to uncover the truth of the world. In the end, he gained the ability to reverse time.
That day, he plunged a knife into his left eye. Ignoring Feng Xingzhi’s despairing screams, he offered himself as a sacrifice to Heaven and turned the tide of a battle that had seemed certain to end in defeat.
For the sake of the greater good, he had thought he was destined to die.
But when he opened his eyes again, he was back in the arena, dragging half a skeleton behind him. He watched Feng Xingzhi indifferently, waiting for the other man to reach out to him. After a long moment of stunned silence, he saw the other man’s eyes darken. Feng Xingzhi fastened a shackle around both their wrists, his voice sickly and hoarse.
“Xie Yu... Let’s see where you’ll run this time...”
Xie Yu: ?
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Reader’s Guide:
Happy ending. The story doesn’t begin with the bottom reborn, but early on he still doesn’t care about hurting himself, while the top says one thing and does another, getting so angry he goes mad. The leads are each other’s only partners, one-on-one, with healthy values and no playing favorites. They both fall for each other. There may be disagreements while they’re still strangers, but there will be no physical abuse in their relationship.
The blurb only shows a small part of the story. The leads are bound together by fate. The bottom’s sense of pain will gradually return as he falls for the top, and his personality will become more complete.
This is definitely pure love ^^ Everyone’s welcome to discuss the story! Introverts, don’t be afraid. I won’t reply to comments about the plot; I’ll only thank you for tips or gifts of energy drinks~
Blurb first drafted on 2025.8.16, saved. Any copying or theft will be pursued.
Theme: Save all living beings, and die without regret.
Sir, can you tell me that you are safe?
Condolences 😭 Hug, big brother, you must be happy, and then you must make phone calls and video calls with grandpa often. Pay attention to your health. You must always be happy and live seriously. Every day must be colorful. I wish you happiness. I wish grandpa a blessing as good as the East China Sea and a longevity as good as the Southern Mountains.
So sweet! (*ฅ•ᗜ•*)♡(*•ᗜ•ฅ*)
When I entered my wife's homepage, I found that the first article received thousands of posts, and the second one also successfully entered v. Such good results are rare in Jinjiang. I like Gudan very much, but I haven't found many good articles in the past few years. Later I browsed through posts and found out that the Gudan channel is not popular. The author is very courageous to choose this channel in order to write the story he wants to write. In fact, I think the author's article is very good, but the score may be a little worse than the first one. But is it possible that what I am experiencing now is the real situation of this channel? It is a very real problem. The author will still face this problem when he writes another article in the future. I read the author's last chapter again today. It's really a good story. It ended like this, and I couldn't help but feel a little regretful. I understand the author's anxiety, but I still want to say, write your own story and give life to the characters. Only you can write their lives, and what you write will be the best. Don't care too much about other people's evaluations. All grand stories and excellent writing skills are accumulated one by one. It is not the readers who accompany you for a long time. We are nothing. We just read the story because we like it. So it is not us who accompany you for a long time, but your protagonist. The creator is not only writing the protagonist, but also learning the qualities of the protagonist. Xiaofeng, Xiaoxie, and Xiaoqi (I am also a reader of this article), if you can write such strong and charming characters, then you yourself can definitely overcome all difficulties. Your backbone is yourself, you have to believe in yourself. Come on, author. I hope you can create better works, and I hope your enthusiasm remains the same.
Dear readers, after careful consideration, I decided to solve v. This book took more than half a year, and I have written more than 300,000 words of scraps and text. In the end, it did not end well. I sincerely apologize to everyone. Now I am practicing while preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. I am very tired every day, but I need to work hard for a better creative environment for my life and my future. During the time I was creating it, I went through so much. I was tortured under both physical and psychological pressure. Every time I wrote a chapter, I felt that I was on the verge of collapse. It was a product that I had jumped out of my comfort zone and could not control. It has a complex story, a huge worldview, and many timelines... I still didn't have the ability to write it well, especially after the weekly update, I felt a deeper sense of frustration. After writing in Jinjiang, I met many kind-hearted people, but I have begun to avoid them intentionally. I don't want to contact them, I don't want to read them, and I am afraid that the books I have worked so hard to create will be viewed negatively... This kind of hiding is not what I want. I could change it to monthly, or change it to monthly or yearly updates... But that's not right. I respect every reader who reads with expectations, so I don't want to do that. So I thought about it carefully, and the answer to v is the greatest sincerity I can give you. The manuscript fee of 116 yuan in the past six months will be fully refunded. In order to prevent this situation from happening, every book created in the future will be published in full before being published. The latest chapter of the 10,000-word long article will reveal the previous foreshadowing and the story behind it. It is an ending that I will try my best to give them. According to Jinjiang regulations, it takes 4 months without updating to successfully solve the V problem. You can subscribe first, and it will be refunded after 4 months if the V version is successfully solved. Finally, I would like to thank you all for your company and your understanding. I want to say that my original intention has never changed. Please don't doubt me. I just want to let myself go and allow my current incompetence to create better works in the future. Please.
My condolences to my wife, grandma will always be with my wife, just in a different way. Hug my wife, we are also there.
My deepest condolences... Life goes on. Grandma definitely hopes that you and grandpa will live happily 🤗🤗🤗
The baby will be better. Grandma just loves you in a different place.
It's okay. We're waiting for you. Please pay attention to your health [bite handkerchief] [bite handkerchief] [bite handkerchief] 💪 💪 💪
My condolences, madam, hugs to you. Some time ago, I saw a post on the Internet. It was said that the relative who was about to die dreamed that the relative who had died many years ago was building a new home in another world and waiting for him. I think grandma just went to another place to prepare a new home. She is out of the sea of suffering and pain, and will be there to look after you, so live a good life. You can talk about anything, don't hold yourself back too much, we are always here.