I Don't Want to Die Again

[Blurb]

When the hydrangeas on the windowsill bloom, Yan Wan has a dream. In the pitch-black dreamscape, she sees a book. In it, Yan Wan is a cannon-fodder supporting female character who secretly loves the male supporting character, Ji Yunshen, only to meet a tragic end.

After waking, Yan Wan thinks nothing of it. After all, in real life, she neither dislikes nor likes Ji Yunshen.

But soon, her body begins acting against her will, repeating the cannon-fodder character's actions from the book, until she meets a tragic end and is reborn on the day the hydrangeas bloom.

After being reborn, Yan Wan can control her body again, and promptly keeps her distance from the heroine, hero, and male supporting character in the book.

Yan Wan carefully makes it to the day she died in her previous life, only to die once more and be reborn again.

Transferring schools, taking a leave of absence, going abroad... Yan Wan tries countless ways out, but after experiencing death and rebirth twelve times, she is on the verge of breaking down.

Theme: Time won't heal everything. It will only teach us how to endure.